First time blogger

This is my first time to blog! I've been wanting to do this for quite some time now. I'm not even sure where to begin. I guess when my life really started...when I had Kade. Man, you really have no idea what love is until you have a child of your own. You hear that but can't really wrap your brain around it until that precious baby is here and in your arms. Life becomes so much more than it ever was before. Right now we are dealing with the stages of a four year old.....parenting is hard! I feel like 4 years have walked right past me with this baby and I cry. I just want to make the right decisions and be the best parent I can be, but everyday I second guess myself.